I love who I am

I don't know how I feel today .... the past couple of days has been understandably defined.... Either one pain or another ... but today it is not a pain... just this weird sensations in my body at any given moment ... my stomach feels weird, my chest (lungs); and of course my thinking is all over the place. For those that don't know I had a biopsy of my uterus last Monday and they put me to sleep; that is what the above description is all about. It is crazy I am one of those people that can feel everything. Like slightest tingle; I some times think I can feel my blood moving in my leg. But I can't it is just nerve damage that makes it tingle like that.... they say. Hey you know that putting me to sleep thing kinda freaked me out ..... I ain't gonna lie...... It really did! You know most of my problems are in my body .... like arthritis, bulging disc, muscle spasms; But surgery on my uterus.... look I want to live to be about 102 fo real doe .... I want to drive my great-grand-babies nuts... lol.... so I gotta do what I gotta do to stay healthy. ..... I can't wait to see just how my life plays out. .... lol .... I was just looking back through my Facebook and looking at what it says about me..... I was pleased with what I saw.... I do believe the things that I post on Facebook and I do my best to live by them .... I like who I am. I will be 9 years clean and sober in October .... I love my new life .... do I understand it; no not really ... but I sure love it. Just putting some thoughts to paper .... lol (air)